a psychic once told me

i was experiencing 

“new emotional depths”

i laughed.

after a life of 

self harm, nightmares, 

and suicidal thoughts,

i laughed.

i had seen all i could see

felt all emotion possible,

there was nothing left to dream of.

you laughed.

and i believed the psychic.

there was light, life, love.

i was experiencing new goodness.

we laughed,

we dreamed,

and we were in love.